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thejunipertree) wrote2004-03-03 03:14 pm
thejunipertree) wrote2004-03-03 03:14 pm
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What a way to start the day.
I'm lying in bed, awake but refusing to get up. The phone rings, it's for me. It's Bluemoonbaby with some fairly heavy news.
The first part of the news is that a friend of mine from way back is dead. I haven't seen her since...errr...probably the Marilyn Manson signing we had at the bookstore I used to work at. I think. And that was many years ago, probably close to six? I might have seen her since then, but nothing is sticking out in my brain right at this minute.
I don't know very many details, which is troubling. I do know there is some kind of service on Monday for her, but I don't know when or where it is. Blue's not going, though. I used to be very good friends with this girl and there was one particular summer where we hung out /constantly./ But, she got more involved with the things she was involved with and I, not wanting to be a part of that, pulled away. It was unintentional and not done with any malice. We just went in different directions.
**edit** Her best friend put up a memorial on his webpage, www.glamgoth.com. And reading it has brought back a lot of memories that I had long since put away in a little box. Most of the things people have been discussing that I have found, regarding their memories of her, happened after she and I stopped hanging out. But, reading these things makes me smile. Because I can see her in them.
The second part of the news is not for public consumption. Hell, it's not even for friends filter consumption.
The first part of the news is that a friend of mine from way back is dead. I haven't seen her since...errr...probably the Marilyn Manson signing we had at the bookstore I used to work at. I think. And that was many years ago, probably close to six? I might have seen her since then, but nothing is sticking out in my brain right at this minute.
I don't know very many details, which is troubling. I do know there is some kind of service on Monday for her, but I don't know when or where it is. Blue's not going, though. I used to be very good friends with this girl and there was one particular summer where we hung out /constantly./ But, she got more involved with the things she was involved with and I, not wanting to be a part of that, pulled away. It was unintentional and not done with any malice. We just went in different directions.
**edit** Her best friend put up a memorial on his webpage, www.glamgoth.com. And reading it has brought back a lot of memories that I had long since put away in a little box. Most of the things people have been discussing that I have found, regarding their memories of her, happened after she and I stopped hanging out. But, reading these things makes me smile. Because I can see her in them.
The second part of the news is not for public consumption. Hell, it's not even for friends filter consumption.
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I'm sorry. I hope you can find ways to deal with all of this stuff, and take it all in without hurting too much yourself.
Let me know if you need anything.
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i'll call you later tonight or tomorrow if it's not too much :|
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i gotta know what you did in a past life to have all this stuff goin on....geeez
you'll like this.....