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[thejunipertree]

Helpless.

I am completely helpless against the torrent of emotions
which flow through my on a daily basis.

I feel...

like smashing faces.

I feel like screaming. And hitting. And crying. And forgiving.

Where all of this comes from, I'm not completely sure.
I've been the most maudlin of wrecks, lately. And keeping
it hidden from those it should be hid from is becoming more
and more of a daily task.

I can only sit and stare out the window for so long.

And I completely understand where you're coming from. I know
what you're feeling. I know the hate, the anger, the betrayed
hurting heart. I know the seething poison which lies just under
your skin.

I'll never give in.
I'll never give in.
I'll never give in.
I'll never give in.
I'll never give in.