But, the wounds from Richard seem to be closing over. They're not the deep and scarring knife edges that I once thought they were. If this maturity?
maybe that boy just wasn't as important as he seemed to be at the time. my suggestion is to be grateful for this small favor. we can all, each and every one, use the breaks we have.
Or yet another sickness festering away inside the rot I call a brain?
you & i, we give people power they ought not have. we let their reactions and actions, or lack of reactions & actions color our perceptions of ourselves. there is no reason for that.
it is not rot. you have an extremely wonderful brain. and i do not go into business with rotheads.
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And why am I so scared of stability?
stability can be boring. we're young, we're ready & raring to go. we want action!!
through careful examination, i feel that one should not demand that their relationships be full of action!!!! almost all relationships are super action!!!!packed at first, but the only ones that remain are those that become stable after that initial action!!! ceases. as it must.
you must seek these things elsewhere. they are not the foundation of a close, strong relationship. such a relationship will always be rocky. there is no stable ground for it to grow in. ;)
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maybe that boy just wasn't as important as he seemed to be at the time. my suggestion is to be grateful for this small favor. we can all, each and every one, use the breaks we have.
Or yet another sickness festering away inside the rot I call a brain?
you & i, we give people power they ought not have. we let their reactions and actions, or lack of reactions & actions color our perceptions of ourselves. there is no reason for that.
it is not rot. you have an extremely wonderful brain. and i do not go into business with rotheads.
!!!
And why am I so scared of stability?
stability can be boring. we're young, we're ready & raring to go. we want action!!
through careful examination, i feel that one should not demand that their relationships be full of action!!!! almost all relationships are super action!!!!packed at first, but the only ones that remain are those that become stable after that initial action!!! ceases. as it must.
you must seek these things elsewhere. they are not the foundation of a close, strong relationship. such a relationship will always be rocky. there is no stable ground for it to grow in. ;)