I am...

*immensely tired after an extremely long work day

*not going to answer Erith's email right now,
as my brain is bone dry and anything I try to say
will come out sounding stupid and vacant

*thinking of taking a correspondence course to be
a "funerary technician". This would be good pre
work to attending college to be an actual
mortician.

*also thinking of buying the t-shirt offered by
the correspondence course because I think that
would be terribly, terribly keen

*missing Pot Mash. Someone send me Pot Mash,
goddamnit! What the fuck do I have to do?

*singing Lisa Germano "Oh, oh...I'm not too cool"

*lighting up another cigarette

*"pondering the immensity of GOD!!!" (You
wouldn't get the joke, really)

*wishing for snow

*wishing that quite a few of my online friends
lived nearby so we could hang out and get
slap happy drunk and stupid together

*weak willed

*short on patience