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Logged into my Angelfire email account just now, to clear it out of any trash which may have been lurking. I don't use this account very often, but keep it around anyway.

Everything which I had been storing in there: various old and important emails which had been sent to me years ago, codes to webrings, other things, etc. They're all gone. Every single one of them.

This is kind of distressing. Some of the things I had in there were the only reminder I had of long dead friendships. Like of the crazy, drug addled neurologist that I used to speak to (even though I'd kick him if I saw him on the street, I still liked to keep his emails. They were a bit of security I had. Blackmail, if you will. heh.) I also lost the few emails I had left from the Antichrist. These were ones from the mid-point of our relationship, right before I switched ISPs.

*sighs*

I also had emails from current friends, things that I would have wished to keep. For posterity. For memories. I had a lovely poem that Ghoulie had written for an ex-boyfriend of hers.

grrr.