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Cherry Italian soda (actually raspberry, as they were out of cherry). And trying to jam two or so years of missing into a short conversation. So much...

My head boggles. Mostly because I'm so very tired right now. No sleep again for Tara, I would reckon.

they don't have pills for what's wrong with me.
they don't have pills to make it go away.

close your eyes and go to sleep.

All my life I've had to get used to things falling away from me. Life is not something you can keep in your hand. You have to get used to losing things. It's the one thing I know everything about. And now I'm losing you, and all I ask is you remember this conversation."

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The Priest They Called Him attempted to commit suicide on Sunday night.

I...

I'm really at a loss and I've been holding this in all night, since I found out.

I don't know what else to say, right at this moment. I want to cry. But, it's not coming.