Jun. 3rd, 2004

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The surgery actually happened today.
And it went rather well, all things considered.

They did find a very small tumour on her abdominal wall, which was removed as it was in the way of the sutures they planned to sew in. The surgeon also felt the tumour in her liver, which he said isn't very big (about the size of a quarter, which means it hasn't done any growing in all this time of no chemo) and isn't placed in a bad spot. He also felt the tumour on her kidney, which is blocking one of the stints.

I saw her after the surgery, briefly. I didn't want to stick around as I was bone tired, for one thing, and because I wanted her to get some rest. She asked me not to leave, so I stayed for a short amount of time. But, as soon as she started to feel the effects of the painkillers, I skipped out.

Sitting in the surgical waiting room earlier this afternoon, I knitted for the first time in months. The Cookie Monster blue fun fur scarf that I started in December and never finished. Pulling into myself, I lost my consciousness in the stitches and the clicking needles. In my head, over and over again, I repeated one phrase:

Don't dig her grave yet, Baron. Don't dig her grave.

After some time, I realized I was saying it aloud. I looked up, glanced around to see if anyone had been listening and was now reaching for the phone to call security for crazy-girl-removal. No one seemed to have noticed, except for one man sitting across the way from me.

He seemed very tall, even from his sitting position, and his teeth gleamed brightly against his black skin as he flashed a grin at me. I couldn't make out his eyes, as they were hidden behind tinted glasses. But, he nodded at me and said, "That's a nice scarf you're working there, girl." I stammered a thank you and rose, suddenly and desperately needing a cigarette, slightly embarassed that someone had heard my mumbling.

As I passed him on my way out the door, he tipped an imaginary hat at me and crossed one leg over the other. I smiled over my shoulder and he nodded again, returning my smile with one of his own.

Outside, I lit my cigarette with shaking fingers and wondered whether he just happened to know who I was praying to or if my quiet prayers had actually called the Baron to briefly ride an unsuspecting horse. Either way, when I returned to the waiting room, he was gone.
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Bug hunt fun nuggets.

BY THE WAY:

Jun. 3rd, 2004 02:45 pm
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There is a yard sale being held this Sunday, June 6th, on the side lawn of Miss Robin's parents' house. All proceeds will be going towards my mother's bills, as she is unable to currently pay them due to her cancer issues.

It's a good chance to get rid of some stuff and help out my mom at the same time. The yard sale is being held during an arts festival in Miss R's town, so there will be a lot of people there. However, the streets are going to be blocked off and we all have to be there EARLY (like 9 am).

The only definite attendees I know of are me, Miss R, Rowan, and The Engineer. Is anyone else interested?

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