October In The Chair

wow im sorry you have to go thru this pookey, after my father died money became an issue between me and my stepmother. it tends to reopen the wounds and at the time i decided to put it all behind me more than fight over cash,,in hainsight i could havd gone to artschool but thats neither here nor there. im not going to make any opinions on your family,,it is simply not my place,but if i can ghive you any advice,get your car tip top and the same for your brotyher pay off debts,or a couple months rent ,or put aside a savings for when things get ugly again,,they seem to allways get ugly at the worst possable time and its good to have a buffer,your mom was awesome,pat was allways good to me,,she gave me shit! but i respected her more for that than i do most people,she never was vendictave when she told you where you stood,she was just honest and caring,you could allways see it in her eyes she meant what she said and she cared. just take care of your self and your brother. securaty is the greatest commodity anyone can have. i dont mean to bring it up,and i hope i dont upset you,,but i loved your mom,she was one of very fiew people that was allways kind to me,,im no good with words
be happy tara