:/

[thejunipertree]

Today is just not a very good day. I've been sitting here, on needles and pins, knowing that my mother is in great deal of pain at home. Sunday all day and then today, she has been feeling more poorly then she has in a long, long time. Vast amounts of pain in her back and her belly, as well as uncontrolled nausea.

I don't know what to do. And I feel completely helpless stuck here, in my office. What can I do? A whole bunch of fucking nothing.

But when she calls me up, in tears because she's hurting so bad, I want to start punching things. Because of all this fucking helplessness.