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[thejunipertree]

I've been largely keeping myself to myself, lately. Computer visits have been brief, except for job hunting, and far between. This isn't a good season for me, I'm afraid. And there's a large chunk of BLERGH hanging over my head, as we speak.

I could run out a laundry list of complaints for you all, of what is currently crap in my life right now, but I won't bother. It can be summed up in two words, really: health and money. Specifically, my mother (and Edgar's) health. And my money. None of which are currently doing great.

Hell, none of which are currently even doing mediocre.

Tomorrow, my plan is to drive to my father's house and dig through the basement, where all of my belongings are stored. I'm going to drag out every single (good) VHS movie I have down there and sell the shit out of them to a nearby shop for a little bit of cash to fulfill some obligations. Then I'm going to go home and force feed liquid/food into Edgar until there's more of it in his belly then there is on my shirt. And THEN, I'm going to go to a party and get stinking drunk.

Okay, maybe not stinking drunk. But, I'm going to strap on enough of a buzz to the point where I can laugh and not focus on everything that's bad right now.

It'll pass. All of it will.
I'm just getting rather impatient waiting for it to go, goddamnit.

So, if anyone really feels the need to get in touch with me, then email me. Don't wait for me to show my face on AIM or LJ.
Or, if you are possessing of the digits, give me a call. I've either got my nose in a book or I'm knitting, two things which I seem to be doing the most of lately.

Comments

[dartsdelight.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Hope you manage to have a few worry-free moments -being in the same boat I can aympathize -I often find myself saying "Am I still smiling, am I still smiling?" while a huge fake smile is plastered on my face. But I know you're a tough wonderful cookie and I'll be holding the good thought that you come through okay. Lots of love your way sweetie and enjoy your evening tomorrow. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

[meetzemonsta.livejournal.com]

Thank you, miss. I appreciate it. :)

[jwmfleming.livejournal.com]

Okay, maybe not stinking drunk. But, I'm going to strap on enough of a buzz to the point where I can laugh and not focus on everything that's bad right now


Hee hee! You said Strap On!!!!

[thane-of-ghosts.livejournal.com]

*waves* Hope you have a great New Year's Eve

[meetzemonsta.livejournal.com]

You too!
I spent mine drinking apple martinis and
jumping on a trampoline. Though in retrospect,
I probably shouldn't have as I was already sick
to begin with and being out in the cold seems
to have made it worse.

Ahh, hindsight. ;)

[bluemoonbaby.livejournal.com]

i think you would feel better if you got stinking drunk with me soon. i got some big obnoxious cups you can drink gin and juice out of. you know what would be good? gin and hugs. them little barrel like drinks? that's what i'm talking about. rollin down the street, smokin, sippin on gin and hugs....laid back....with my mind on my money and my money on my mind. i also think you were the originator of the pimp cup, and i got the pictures to prove it.

[theepumpkingirl.livejournal.com]

i think gin and hugs is an excellent idea.
except...
...i'd probably want to replace the gin wif
something a little more palatable.

^_^

[jwmfleming.livejournal.com]

I'd worry more about the hugs than the gin. There's a reason that stuff sells for $.25. Happy NY everyone.

[meetzemonsta.livejournal.com]

Like turpentine. ;)

[meetzemonsta.livejournal.com]

I think you should somehow post those photos of
the pimp cup. I think that would be a fine idea.
I also think that getting stinking drunk with you
in the near future is an even finer idea. We should
plan that, post haste.