my hands swelled like two balloons

I'm sick. Massively so.

Sneezing. Head stuffed up. One of my backwards fevers (they run low, like 95.5 low). Back hurty. Haven't been able to sleep properly.

So I called out from work. Again. Since I did it yesterday, too. Which makes me nervous because with my sort of luck, I'll lose my job. I hate being paranoid about things like that. I've really been golden ever since the last "Tara, you're a bad employee" speech. I have. But, with all the money problems my household has been having lately...I just get scared. Even though my boss is the first one to tell our department that our health and families come first.

I don't know.
I'm retarded.
Someone give me love.