the heart's filthy lesson

There is one thing in life that I must learn.

Trust.

It was taken from me a long, long time ago and I've been working diligently ever since to regain it. The road is rocky, I must say. And having white noise constantly in my head doesn't exactly help matters any, either.

I think my biggest problems with social interactions are due to this. My faith in people has been knocked around considerably and I think it's safe to say that I have very enormous issues with opening up.

It won't happen today or tomorrow. Or even next year.
But, I'm working.

I think I'm going to go cuddle Aardie for a little while.