the heart's filthy lesson

[thejunipertree]

There is one thing in life that I must learn.

Trust.

It was taken from me a long, long time ago and I've been working diligently ever since to regain it. The road is rocky, I must say. And having white noise constantly in my head doesn't exactly help matters any, either.

I think my biggest problems with social interactions are due to this. My faith in people has been knocked around considerably and I think it's safe to say that I have very enormous issues with opening up.

It won't happen today or tomorrow. Or even next year.
But, I'm working.

I think I'm going to go cuddle Aardie for a little while.

Comments

[verminefasciste.livejournal.com]

I will never turn coat on you, Miss Tara!

*nod*

[serpent-sky.livejournal.com]

Trust is hard because I think most people have found themselves in multiple situations where trust was given, then abused... horribly.

Much like I just abused the concept of grammar in that sentence.

*hug* I hope you know i'm here if you ever need to talk.

And hug Aardie for me, even if I remain not entirely comfortable with his lack of hair.

[aprilrobin.livejournal.com]

Ahhhh.. a Bowie quote ;) Awesome fucking song.


Heh, I know exactly where you're coming from. You know the story.

Trusting is hard ....

But when you find some people you feel you can trust it feels really good.

I'm pretty sure I found some people like that and I'm more than willing.
When I think about it it's sort of overwhelming - but good.

[mothdemon.livejournal.com]

meow...