this mess we're in.

[thejunipertree]

Too much in my head, not enough room to let it run around for a bit. I always tell myself that I'm going to use this journal more often for hashing out the swirling mess inside my skull, but it so very rarely actually winds up happening. Usually because by the time I sit down at my desk, the whirl has become unmanagable and I'm exhausted.

I still haven't figured out the mother situation. And every time I think about it, it makes me want to scream bloody murder at the unfairness of it all. Bloody. Fucking. Murder.

This morning, I dreamt I was the Queen of the Ring-Tailed Lemurs.

Papa Legba, give me strength to survive this. And protection on my household.

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[peet.livejournal.com]

I just hope my Christmas gifts will bring you momentary respite. :(

*hug*

I reckon watching AI right now isn't helping my mood much.

[meetzemonsta.livejournal.com]

For once in my life, I am looking forward to Christmas as I am
going to drown my sorrows in hanging out with my friends and the warmth
that doing so brings to me.

I don't know if Tenacious C told you, but you're welcome to
spend Friday here. Since it's kind of an assy drive back home.
Sola, as well, if she is driving down with you all.
I've got a queen sized air mattress (which is actually very
comfortable, I've slept on it numerous times) and a grand couch.

Re: I reckon watching AI right now isn't helping my mood much.

[peet.livejournal.com]

We will have fun. ;)

I am comfortable even sleeping on the floor, don't worry. I've done it tons of times.

Re: I reckon watching AI right now isn't helping my mood much.

[verminefasciste.livejournal.com]

i think i like incendiary c a lot better. i should dye my hair orange and wear nothing but.

I AM A RETARD. I TAKE MY VITAMINS. I EAT ORANGES. I LIKE FIRE. RAR.


so, who do i get to sleep with!
shit! i have 4 days to be ready!
shit!
blam

[verminefasciste.livejournal.com]

we are going to have so much fun that you won't even have time to worry about your current troubles. i wish i could say 'stop worrying' and have you do so, but i know you won't. still, stop worrying. what will come to pass will come to pass, and we will figure it out along the way.

we will have our goddamned funeral home. i will hear of nothing else.