letter to nowhere

[thejunipertree]

Dear Mom,

I just realized that I can't remember how your voice sounded anymore. It's only been 52 days.

I miss you so fucking much, I don't know what to do sometimes.

Love,
tara

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[rowan-1958.livejournal.com]

My brother-in-law put together my mother's old 35mm film onto a VHS tape a number of years ago, and at the end of it was video of my father, with him talking....It tore me up, but I'm glad that I have it, because I forget what his voice sounds like, too. As odd as this sounds, I have a bottle of Old Spice cologne in my medicine cabinet that I sniff every once in a while, because that's what he used to wear.....*sigh*