it doesn't matter what you say

[thejunipertree]

ometimes, when I'm feeling particularly sadistic and blamey, I like to wonder what exactly in my life has been real and what hasn't. It's a wonderful game. And it makes all the many knife wounds in my back and through my heart twist in a remarkable manner.



oh Elise, believe I never wanted this.
I thought this time I'd keep all of my promises.
I thought you were the girl I'd always dreamed about.
But, I let the dream go.
The promises broke.
The make believe ran out.

Comments

[hexennacht.livejournal.com]

...
yeah.
what you said.
*hugs.*

[meetzemonsta.livejournal.com]

Everytime I listen to that song, it makes me want to stab things.

I want to go back to bed, but I've got too much frigging shit to do today. :/