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[thejunipertree]

Cleaning out my work-email and stumbling across an email sent to me by my mother in early May.

I didn't realize it was quite that late in the year when she was still home, although I think that must have been the Wednesday before she was taken to the hospital.

And a black wave of painlossemptiness washes over me for the first time.

It's becoming a bit hard to breathe.

I'm not ready for this.
I thought I was, but I'm not.

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